Hmmm… I’ve never really understood the point of assumptions. Being a bi in this community, its amusing how much others can assume and stereotype me to be. When I come out to the straights, they say “ good! You date girls!”  But when it comes to conversing about me dating guys, They shy away from me as if I was the black plague. Excuse me? I believed that when I said bi, I told you that I date guys too?

The queers themselves aren’t much of a saint either! To them, if I have not fucked a gal, that would equate to be being gay. HELLO~ how old am I again? Anyways, I believed I was always more of the relationship kinda guy and never the ‘be kind to your Friday mistake on Saturday morning’ person. And even more interestingly, just cause I’m young and enjoy my share of bitching and shaming others, doesn’t equate to me being a bottom… GET REAL old geezers. Why not u guys bend over and let me prove to u that I’m top then? Tsk~  I mean come on society. People stereotype because they do not understand something. But in doing so, don’t you think you are being very unfair to the people who are being judged by you?

I’m not denying that we all judge people. We judge those who wears neon tapered pants and walks past us. We judge the hot bods on the beach or the cuties in the gym. Be they as ‘hot fucks’ or ‘fashion road-kill’, we all judge. But do not call yourself a friend when you judge someone behind their back and put on a hypocritical front to show what a ‘supportive person’ you are. Don’t stand at the sidelines and play a cynic. If you do not understand someone or someone else’s lifestyle choice, why not just get to know them for your own? Isn’t that a better alternative as compared to simply judging them at the back of your mind?

Currently starting my freshie year in SP. Got to know my class… all really nice people. Most of which I have come clean to. Accordingly, they are all fine with my orientation and the things which I do but at the back of my mind, there is still a little worry that screams caution. I don’t know if this is temporal or if they really do accept me for who I am. Only time will tell.

Decided not to get into a relationship for awhile. Not sure if I can handle another relationship right now. As much as things goes, MR J is pretty much a decent chap. However, I just don’t think I feel romantic and if I agree to go out on a date, it would pretty much seem like I am leading him on.

Just found out bout another few guys who have been tested positive and are really young. It’s a lil upsetting to know that these teenagers are becoming sexually active at a younger age without protection. I cannot pity those who become positive through their lifestyle choice. If you choose to be promiscuous and not use protection, you KNOW why you are infected. Whether with a fuck buddy or with a partner, getting a condom isn’t that difficult. I just saw that 7-11 is selling a big box at 16 bucks.

I’m willing to be a friend and spend time and chat over coffee or such. But I tune out to self pity. What’s the point of telling me ‘woe is me’? I do not believe that we should be saying “ there there…come into my arms…its all going to be ok…” GET REAL. It ain’t gonna be ok! Help them stand up on their own 2 feet! Be a pillar of support… not a freaking dummy for them to leech on cause it doesn’t help them one bit.

Making a plea to all who is reading my post. Use protection. Be safe.

[K]azuki