Friday, July 21, 2006, 6:14 PM
Darling....where are u?
Haiz....todae was a damn lousy dae....was tryin to reach YOU e whole dae.....everything was so dull without YOU....a frien had e same problems too....stead didnt contact her....upset dull n all....but in e end her stead's hp was jus spoiled....ur's e same scenerio?.....i really dunno....im waitin here till now hopin YOU can at least return a reply of wat happened.....was it yesterdae?....i guess it was counted OUR first real date....i tried my best to make it a special date....i really did....but YOU barely let me into YOUR life....i really wanna noe YOU better....sorry i kicked up a big fuss two daes ago....he clarified that he was YOUR kor already.....i apologise k dear.....im really sorry....i dunno wats wrong todae....but he said u might get suspended when YOU go bac to skool todae.....he said YOU told him last night....y cant YOU tell me?....im jus worried k...i dunno if i did something wrong yesterdae or YOU jus avoidin me todae...u said that u wan b stead but cannot interfere in each others life...i beg to differ....cuz.....(erm.....this is gettin mushy....ppl hu dun wan read pls stop)....u are already part of my life n part of me....i hope u can let me b e same....i noe u are not that quiet one....pls....can u open up a lil more with me....im yours....whether good or bad i'll b with u....i jus need u to b able to that can...share ur life with me...u can with ur friens....but mayb as ur kor says....u are shy....but i dun tink so....so no matter wat tings u hate or dislike bout me.....i'll work on it.....i'll wait till e dae u let me into ur life....until u can really accept me as ur stead....to me u are my all....n my one....now is already past 7pm....n im worrin my sanity away....pls darl....contact me when u can pls....no matter wat it is bout....
I tout is jtamie(french)........HONTONE!(JAP)
i highlighted all e YOU YOUR n OUR to show how many times i can tink of YOU in such a short time.....belief ME......im really sincere bout this.....cross my hart